I literally don’t know if you’ll actually find this.. but anyway sorry for changing my url..
If you actually found it from my book name I’m proud of you.. but I take it that’s not how you found it? I’d prefer it if you didn’t look for it again but I guess you’ll be able to find it incredibly easily again.. I think after knowing my first url you can find it very easily.
Out of millions of blogs how on earth did you find the ONE blog I didn’t want you to find? I don’t get it. But seeing as how you won’t tell me how you did it, I take it wasn’t in the nicest of ways :S
If you really want my url, you have to answer my questions. I wouldn’t have changed it if you just answered them in the first place.
What do you know/what did you read?
How long have you known it for?
How did you find it?
WHY didn’t you tell me, like you say you didn’t know how to tell me, but you read it because you care but like, reading my blog, and then doing nothing about it, doesn’t help.. like you’ll know when and if I’m not okay and then you couldn’t help because you don’t want to admit you read my blog? That seems essentially pointless.
I have to say I don’t think it was petty waiting until you were drunk to ask you. When you found something that had my most private thoughts that I had specifically asked you not to look for and not tell me that you’ve been reading it and also say you’re going to send the link to one of my other friends, I have every right to be pissed off at you but I didn’t do it because I didn’t want to ruin the last time I get to see you in a month. I waited until you were drunk because I didn’t have the guts to do it when you were sober and I thought you might think the stuff I had written there was less stupid when you were drunk because I know a lot of what I post is kind of stupid.. I was nervous and ashamed and I felt sick but I am sorry if I upset you.
It helps me having a place where I can write stuff that probably next to one will see if I don’t tag it and hide it under a read more. Idk what to say about what you saw. If you want to ask me anything or talk to me about it feel free.. It’s easier answering questions that starting conversations about it.. idk… Sorry for being crazy and stupid and selfish and the worst person on the entire planet.. and I know I don’t deserve friends like you guys but for some reason I have you.
Sorry if I’ve said the wrong thing or something.. habit..
It would be great if you could reply to this, if you see it?
I less than three you.